The loss of a loved one has a way of resetting things. My Guy is gone to the world beyond and I can't even journal this. Doi g this now in tears. I have not been able to grieve since his passing on, and when I finally got the emotions aligned, I was advised not to cry. He was my friend, not just my father, not just a mentor, my guy! I am so sad. I would never fir in his shoes or attempt to, I would live my life as much as I can, then leave in the king way he did.
